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Friday, April 28, 2006, 10:17 PM
sheesh. i just cried. yeah. the last time i cried was when miss long was leaving. hais. and now, cos of rebecca. but dun worry, im alright now. i thought of the people leaving 1e3 and felt really sad, that's all. is 1e3 really a sucky class? i dun think so. so why does ****** feel happy about leaving us? arghs. ok. i dun wna talk about this right now. happy birthday to jingloon, btw. i just blogged on the class blog. and seeing rebecca's photos again made me felt sad. hais. also talked to rebecca online. she told me to remove her name from the class blog. i told her we never ever would. and she thought that we would forget her after some time. and i told her that we would not. i really have no mood to blog. i ddnt cry yesterday, but only today. and after listening to my new blog song. =(( i will miss her so much. i dreamt of her yesterday night. of her saying goodbye ot us, and i cried. drats. memories are revloving around me now. im feeling so confused. and upset. i guess we all have to really let how to let go, after some time or another. we would part after next year. and go into different sec three classes. so i will really have to learn how to cherish the precious memories we have right now. going to school will never be the same without rebecca, seriously. looking at the empty seat in the music room brings back some memories too. i really wish this is all a nightmare. i wanna wake up from it soon. x( |