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Friday, July 28, 2006, 5:39 AM
BACK ! :D Hmm. Today's Maths lesosn was kinda depressing. Mr Leong showed us our class targeted MSG scores based on our PSLE results. Our class should be aiming for 1.3, which is ranking second after 1e6, which means we are sort of the second best express class. I think so. Then third ranking 1e1 & 1e4, then 1e2, then 1e5. I am so lag. Xueying knew about this like so long ago. =.=" Okay. Anyway. The depressing part was, based on our current mind-year exam MSGs, we obtained 4.36. which was like WAY out of our target range, and also the worst express class of all. From second best to worst. OMG. Maybe Mr Leong is not going to teach us anymore next term, or next year onwards. That's the principal's decision. As it seemed to them that Mr Leong's teaching was inefficient, or he was too soft with us or whatever. Then Mr leong started talking about how he believed in us, how we could actually do it but somehow did not managed to, & etc. Not scolding us. Just advising. I nearly broke down. There were some tears in my eyes. I finally understood & realised how selfish and self-centred I had actually been in the past, how I only sort of cared about myself and not spared a thought for other peoples' feelings, how sorry I was for myself & blah blah blah. As I read my previous blog posts, I realised how childish I must have seemed, ranting on about my silly fears and "stress", without even knowing how other people might also have the same or even more amount of stress to bear, and yet they chose to keep it under wraps and not publicly disclose it, like what I had done. Today was truly a wake-up call for me. I only thought about my own troubles and stuff, yet I should have tried to understand other peoples' troubles, and lend a listening ear instead. How meaningless my life had throughout the whoole of my thirteen years. What a useless creature I am. My English. I was too self-centred and had became over confident of myself, resulting in the serious detoriation of my results. Yeah. I scored really low this time, when it was supposed to be rather easy to score. I am a huge disappointment to myself. Only a mere B4. So pissed at myself. More assessments and revising for me. Next Friday's the CHinese reading esay thing. I must fare well. In order not to disappoint Cai Lao Shi, since she had already placed so high hopes on our class. I must really strive harder, and not waste my time online already. Strive to the end. Replies of Tags. JOVINA: Lols. GeNeZ: I like wad. x) tiffany: Heys! xD lijuan: Yeah lorhs. Lols. =P P.S. Try not to msg me this few days as my sentbox have already reached the max ! Sorry if I didn't reply your messages. Until the starting of August. Then I'll reply. =X Sorry ! Take care people ! (: |