Ain't Just A Pretty Face
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006, 4:08 AM
I am so pissed with IPW stuff & so on.Really really pissed. Damn. What the hell. learning to work together as a group? Aurgh!! So damn stressed. Okay I'm a nervous wreck now. :/ Gonna have a mental breakdown, soon I promise you. So many thoughts spinning around in my mind right now. So confused. It's like I'm wearing a mask. Of many different kinds of hidden faces I presume. The masks are like part of me now, can't seem to get rif of them. I'm tired. I don't know who I am now. What I want. Why I'm like that now. Why can't the tears come out? WHy must they stay deep inside? Refusing to come out, perhaps as stubborn as me? Useless. Painful. Disappointing. Tiring. Staying strong is gonna be so difficult. I don't want people to worry. Then again, maybe nobody would. Nobody cares anyway. So why should I? It's so tiring. I'm tired as well. Yeah, maybe this is all crap. Don't worry, I'll be fine. Soon enough. I'll stay strong. |